Sorry but i guess ur used to it

Sorry to all for not updating for almost a month, was busy eating in KL...:P

anyways just wanted to update on some latest tunes that i've been compilling during my holz....just some dope songs to keep me in da mood till da next holz.....

1. Kanye West feat Young Jeezy - Amazing **
2. Katty Perry - Hot & Cold , Waking Up in Vegas
3. Kerry Hilson - Hey Girl, Knock you down*, Return the Favour
4. B.E.P - Boom2 Pow, I gotta feeling*, Imma Bee*
5. Sean Paul - So Fine**
6. Pussycat Dolls - Hush2 *(remix- original version x dat nice)
7. Sean Kingston - Fire Burning*
8. Tinchey Stryder - Number 1**
9. Jamie Foxx - Blaime it on the alcohol, just like me
10. Jay- Z = D.O.A*, Run this town**
11. Rihanna - Hatin on the club
12. The Saturdays - Issuses*, Up*
13. Cobra Starship - Good girls go bad
14. 30h3! - dont trust me*, starstrukk** ( the ! is part of the btw)
15. Mariah Carey - obssesed **
16. Flo-rida = JUMP **
17. Lady Gaga - Poker face, love game
18. Rob Thomas - Her Diamonds *
19. Daughtry - No suprise *
20. Kelly Clarkson - I Dont hook up *
21. Fall Out Boy - American Suitehearts *
22. Pitbull - I know you want me *
23. Kid Cudi - Day N' Nite *
24. The Fray - Never say never *

* - New tunes straight out the oven
** - Undergrounds tunes that will take time to get into the airways....:)

So get go start up ur Limewire, Bit torrent or wat ever website u'll use to dwld....get the tunes n hit me back if u think my taste sucks...

ttfn xoxo

Day 8-9 & 10-1/2

hahaha....sorry about the title...dunno wat to tulis edi....

on Saturday (11/7) we hit pavillion...wuhoo.....it was fun...havent been dhere for a long time...so it was fun to see all the KL girls flocking in one place....hot hot hot!

fairus baught his jeans(FINALLY).....sale everywhere....while he was trying his jeans on...as usual i was messing about wif other clothes...namely dinner jackets & jumpers...i seem to not get enough of those stuff..i tried a couple of jumpersz at ZARA n daym!!!...i fit me like Mj's glove babay!!...i wish i had RM139.90 at that point at time...conform i dah beli edi....aish so sad.....plus i tried a red jacket..made me look like Mj in thriller oni..hahaha...it was fun....i oni can afford window shoppin n satisfying my eyes oni...till i work i guess i have to layan dat oni...:)

dhen we went Picadilly AGAIN!...seems to be our spot edi.....so we drove all da way from pavi to Pj..n dats FAR!....so when we were dhere....BOOM.....i met my high skol friend!....so glad to see him...he was a nice guy back dhen n still is!.....n his girl..suprising ly is from my church....such coincidence.....anyways i had spaggethi for dinner...n yup a glass of Beer....mane tak naik berat badan...hahahaha....

on sunday....had to wake up early coz church dhen came back n bag Tau Fu Faa wah!...bahagia sungguh....dhen CASSEY!! called.....she ajak for lunch her place...so i went...

wnet dhere...talked to her family..glad to see dhem after so long....after lunch had a heart to heart talk wif cassey...aish..miss talking to her la...such a darling....told stories to each other dhat we missed out.....it was fun n we laughed so much.....

came back n dhen followed mummy to buy food....(by now u can see all i do is eat ...:))

dhen finished eating fairus called to lepak..actually i was to full to move but he said da magic word..."LEPAK!"...n i was super bored....so lepak la....went to Shah Alam....dhen met his cousin n she braught this cute chick along wif her.....hahaha

we we talked for ages till 12 dhen oni wanna balik....

and for now...i just woke up at 2.56PM....had LUNCH at 3 oni....aish...bosan!....

Day 4-7

Day 4-7

Nothing much happen actually...lazed alot at home dhen at nites just wait for my mate to call so dat can go lepak mamak....da usual things...

but alot of ppl called/msg to say hie onced i msged out my new no.....i loved talking to my old skol mate vishanti...daym it was fun hahaha....her attitude has so changed since skol...she's more fun and care free....hope i get to meet her when she comes back from kuantan...

da rest msged on facebook...thx y'all.....

but when my holz hit the 1 week mark that's when it started to pick up..hahaha....im already 2 kg extra ever since i left jogja( i made a point to weigh my self b4 i left..:P)

we went to this new place in PJ called picaldilly ...its like an open air spot....its kinda cool...swamped wif ppl n da food x dat expensive n its actually good....plus beer is cheap dhere..hahaha...so it was COOL!!!!! me & jaivin drank a jug but fairus took chocolate milkshake..(for obvious reasons of coz).....

so far so good ...i havent watched Ice Age 3 coz everybody has seen it n nobody wants to watch it again wif me..daym sedih la.....aish...the new johnny depp movie so hard to get tickets...not to mention the horror when harry potter comes out..conform aku tgk lambat......i wanna watch transformers AGAIn but the whole world has seen it like 3x or more n all also x wanna watch again....SAD MAN SAD!!!!!!:'(

DAY 1-3

Hey ppz....finally i'm back home for holidays....feels so good....reached on friday..daym this late flights la..by the time i reached home it was like 11.30 edi...aish...slept w/o eating much dinner....to tired la...

DAy1 : Saturday 4/7

Woke up early coz mum said got breakfast..hahaha..makan je aku rajin bangun....look on da table...nasi lemak 2 bungkus....wuhoo!!!...wack dat..dhen mandi!! :))

by then i was gearing up for lunch...lepak in da kitchen talking to mum..dat part is always the best...just coz me & mummy will be talking n joking...:) so fun!....she was asking about the new gf...hahaha....

LUNCH!!!! buttered prawns...n these prawns were HUGE!!!!!..daym! loved it....thne finally went out to mamak....wif da mates!!!!meet fairus n jaivin..all look da same...but they kept saying i was fat...bitches...hahaha

had milo ice...wuhoo!!....dhen whent to KLCC just for the fuck of it..wnet to top shop to check out any new jeans....x de pun....

DAY 2:

HAD to wake up early coz need to go church..aduhai!!!...wnet church...cam eback....b/fast was roti canai baby!!!!!....n dhen BOOM!!! lunch..mutton curry + nasi briyani...i love my mummy!!!!!!

whole day yetserdya was spent lazing at home...sadly when u come back during july ...all ur frens are working la...back in uni la...aish..daym fucked up la......i ended up watching tv non stop...so long x layan tv also actually...

DAY 3

woke up at 3...nope x in da morning but afternoon...wuhoo...coz watched tv till 4...hahaha,....half the day gone...n i is lonely.....i guess this is just the tip of the ice berg of the holiday....i hope it picks up....

P/s: miss my baby!!!

hey world

FINALLY done wif exams.....I is on a 1 week break here in jogja b4 i fly back to m'sia for my LONG AWAITED HOLIDAY!!!!....cant belive its 8 months since i''ve went back...daym long ago..im sure so much has change back home..(hahaha..sound like x go back for 8 years oni).....

OSCE was a scare....x think i passed IUD insertion but da rest was ok la...confident abit...but u never know...im sure gt la some supprises when i see da results later...aish...

Exam paper was fucked up...dunno wat to say.....just did my best as usual...hopefully get B....dat be great...:)

slowly people leaving for home edi.....some left da day after itself....i x wanna change my ticket....malas la...just lepak here...freedom is precious...go back sure mummy will lock me in..hahaha

today did notheing much.... woke up at 11 coz watched futbal till 4...went searching for da thesis doc for sign ...dhen came back...its FUCKING HOT OUT DHERE!!!ate grumpol for lunch....watched Indiana joens4....dhen lazed....slept at 5...woke up at 9.....pulang dvd..pinjam dvd....dinner at burjo.....dhen puched holes on notes...n was watching angel & demons...

ya boring i know....wat to do...da rest are busy wif remidials....but x complains..this is wat i do best..sit & laze...:))

Erica just left for Hungary last sunday...aish....miss sangat....miss hungging her...n making fun of each other....oh look ...she's online...wuhoo..!!!!!

Synopsis

hey peepz....maaf xoz havent been blogging for a while...just gonna cont like dat didnt happen..:P

Last week we finaly sat for our Anatomy exam...for the brain...n by GOD it was F'in tough!!!!
i mean i was like wat the ....da questions were straight foward but i was blinking at the brain parts i was straing at...i had no clue wat they were....i just did my best...i think those clinical questions an the broadman area questions saved my big fat ass from failing coz thankfully i passed...;)

then there is the fact dat my OSCE is coming...:(( aish...so many skills, IUD/Implant, Baby delivery, Gyne Exam, pathoreflex & da dreaded Phsyc exams on those good acting "patients"....man can this people really act..they should act in some cereka rama or something la...dat good...aduhai...gone la if dunno wats the diagnosis....

then there's also the whole going back problem..which i am thankfully x involved but MAD RESPECT to those ppl who;s kittas expired & FOUGHT tirelessly so dat u can get wat u earned...a trip back home for some good relaxation...straight up, INTER fuck'ed u'll big time n if i were u..i would find away to make them pay...all that promise but no action....bunch of dickweeds! FB & YM oni!!!...but wan can do....sound them means they say we challenging their power....dhen we all know wat happens.....results problems....aish....!!!

studying process going slow but still in plan....x panic yet (i'm not sure why coz i should be!!)
there;s a BUTT load to study n im super sure the paper is gonna be a hell hole....cekaply 1 session...all our points ride on 120Qs..amazing....another classic case of inter!

life's been challenging again but i decided to turn to the BIG man for help...i cant handle all this pressure..i should be able to but i cant...mentally not strong...i x pray as often as i should but i hope the faith i have in him can bring me a long way....but if it doesnt...im not gonna blaime any1 else but ME....

cant wait to go back...3rd july seems so near yet so far...have to go through some halangans...OSCE's my biggest fear..hopefully can get through it....i wanna go back...hug my mummy n bath in hot water...i x care if the weather in m'sia is 100 degrees...i miss my water heater....3+ years here also i still cant get used to cold water...hahaha...spoilled child i know...but there are worst outthere k..so x judge..:P

looking forward to 4weeks of complete eating frenzy...wanna load my taste buds wif all kinda stuff...x care about the weight..will comeback her n worry about tat...as usual must make alist of this to eat,do & buy b4 i leave jogja so i x forget....i miss RAMLY burger

x wait to meet old buddies...got loads to share wif fairus & jaivin....n KL girls!!!! u betta watch out..ALex is gonna be back..hahahahaha....

Sorry World

My bad..havent been updating for awhile...been busy(alasan same je)....actually both busy & the fact dat nothing intresting is happening in my life so far...but still blessed...for now classes are scheduled as relaxed as posible...

Just did my Histology Exam yesterday....ok la...even though wont get full marks...layan!!...;)

last weekend was spent lazing around...played PRO EVOLUTION SOCCER!!!...to many times actually..dat bloody game has got the whole dorm addicted....every 5 minutes....u can hear some one say.."Jom dei/macha/bro ....main pes....satu game..."

well dat satu game goes on to even 5 games back2back!!!...gila la..just like dat time gone...hvanet played futsal in a while...basket ball season nowdays...

Anatomy exams are coming soon...gotta speed up da reading....aish..so much man!!...thesis has been the topic for the past few days....need to go register the topic ASAP!

oh P/S: Get well soon nigga!

broken hearts

To Miss Lil SunsHine & Miss Baby Flub....all i wanna say is dat no matter hw hurtful the pain ur goin through....it will heal!.....trust me...i know....it gets rough along the way n takes time for you to bounce back.....

You say ur ok but in truth ur not...only you know when your truly OK....so till then be strong and be brave....no matter wat...I is here for you'll

Broken hearts mend but not easily....just shows that ur human.....with feelings and emotions....wounds need time n its on ur side....just down disconnect from the world k!

sorry peeps

its been a while since i blogged...basically 2 reason why...
1) my life has been boring
2) I've been having classes from 7-4 for the past few days

yup..7-4 classes...in human man this ppl...hw to study like this...craziness...2 hour lecture also i cant take edi....hw to absorb the knowledge...end up sleeping in class oni...aish....

so the past few days has been really tiring....everyday come back sleep oni...then wake up..prepare for next day then sleep back..dats da routine for past few days...

went church for ascension...amazingly they give holiday in Indon for that....may be coz tere are like millions of catholics in this country....for us thaipusam to get holiday also so hard....hahaaha

cant wait to watch da new Night @ the museum installment and da new Terminator...christian bale da man la...

its 4 am in da morning now....dah azan pun....dat means...yup..ur rite...time to sleep back...=)

One Love

the day started weirdly...snoozed the handphone alarm to many times till i only woke up when mummy called to check up on me coz i gave her a shock msg last night....by then it was 6.30 and i'm not the type that can rush for a 7clock class...so ...SKIP!!!=P

woke up at 7 finally n got ready for pharmacology lab at 8....pretest was hard but ok la..Bee talked to me but i could sense she was angry....but still we flirted a bit across the room...:P

learnt about anti convulsant drugs today...poor mice...kena injected ....some even died coz over dosed wif seizure triggers...human error but shouldn't have happened non the less....

lectures got postponed here and there....so i decided to screw all of them today coz i was so not in the mood due to last nights problem....

sat n did some pharmaco work then slept like a lil' piglet..woke up and did work plan then read for my tutorials...seizures are weirdly diffuclt to understand...daym it!!...then wasted time facebooking as usual finaly decided to pick up a book and read about anatomy...by then it was 12+...so sleepy...

Bee & me argued on the phone...she had her points on why i was being a jerk..which i totally agree....aish....its just hard for me to open up my problems to others la..but i must start realizing that she's not any other person...she's my girl and we should share stuff wif each other..happy-sad, positive-negative, ....its hypocritical of me to ask her to open up but i dont....so i made a promise to myself to be open to her....i love you bee....

its 5.30 in the morning now...studied here n dhere...dunno if masuk my kepala not...
hungry as hell...class at 8...n havent slept...craziness.....!
soundtrack for the day : One Love - U2 feat Mary J Blidge

Frustrated

grrrrrrrrrrrrrr............why does my life always have problems!!....cant it be smooth sailing just for awhile....everyday something new will occur....sucks man!!...just when i taught my comp is ok..another problem occurs....its just so fucked up la...to technologically dependent...but i take care so hard also asyik ade masalah....

as i sit here n ponder wat to do...my work load just piles up..every ticking minute is time wasted....i feel so numb inside....lecture notes from week 1 never touch i bit also...the rest all started....anatomy so freaking hard...dat also never start reading yet....lecturer in front i just nodding my head oni...cant my life be a bit hassle free..

my gf just pointed out dat i'm really a Negative person....which my mum have been saying to me my whole life....i always see da worst of things...i cant help it actually....i always think the worst of a situation because it prepares me when it happens...i hate suprises....aish

GOD oh god ....help ur hurting child....

sorry

Sorry again peepz...couldn't blog yesterday coz my comp died on me....my graphic card got screwed...aish/..hw much jaga also asyik rosak....spent 500k on in today...so sad...thankfully got special fren to borrow money from..if not mati la aku....

money been running dry these days...aish...hopefuuly 24th will come faster...

past few days has been heavy on me ....my patients been tested n my faith has been too...sometimes i wonder why i'm been tested...trials & tribulations make life intresting i guess...

i always seem to blame GOD for it most of the time...but when i sit and think ..all the problems that occur in my life happen to be because of my own mistakes ....i live by the "Cause & Effect" motto....wat ever problems i come across is always due to some mistake/wrong decision dat i've made early in life...aish...i should stop & think more...

woke up at 12 today...did my comp...watched ANGELS & DEMONS...kinda really cool ...the girl was hot actually..hahahah....then played PES all day long...daym another day gone wasted....x good...x good at all....

anyways me wanna hit da sack....to all a good night & sleep tight...=)

life in technicolour

Hey world....sorry i didnt blog yesterday...was kinda spaced out...very unproductive day yesterday lazed around alot..watched kill bill vol.1 & 2 just for the fuck of it...did my work plan for skill lab and all...was actually mood out so to speak....

FINALLY told the anne's about my relationship..was really feeling guilty for not telling them earlier coz they've been there for me since the begining....help me through thick & thin with no questions asked....i'm really grateful to have they around...i always refer to them as my "Guardian angels"...alot has happen since they raged me during my freshman years....n time has since flew by...havent been spending much time wif them eversince they masuk KOAS....kinda sad plus my own jadual also always never have free time...asyik kena buat report oni...

i guess i wasnt in the mood coz i had a lil miss-understanding wif kimi during futsal yesterday...kinda a small thing but i guess it kinda ticked him off....i'll admit my part & i'll swollow my pride and ask for maaf but its up to him la....he's still not talking but fuck it la....to grown up to care a daym...i mean hw much oni can u beg rite....if he's cool wif me he's cool if not ...well if not...then dunno la..aish

well today (wednesday) was kinda a gloomy day....felt SLEEPY through out the day...i havent felt this way in a while..i mean even wif coffee in my system also i couldn't stay awake during lecture...daym la....

Skills lab was a terror...Mental status examination..the "fake" patients was really good at her acting and out us on the spot on hw to manage these kindda patients....OSCE hw la...aduhai...pity Arief had to be the scapegoat an become the "Doctor"....but he was good in my opinion la...

Didn't get to eat Grumpol today..sedihnya...:((....BUT sophia made this kick ass las Lasagna...kinda salty but it was nice....and Luqman keept eating & eating & eating......i kept my sugar level in balance wif just jelly drink & chocolatos....came back n bangged Indomee je...

came back n slept...so nice..put my head on the pillow...."POOF"..wake up 8.30 oni..tutorial works somuch....manage to get dinner by 10.. then did final touches on tutorial...n now i'm here..listening to coldplays new "Life in Technicolour II"...first got hooked to it not by the song but by the videoclip..real creative n cool....but the song is now on repeat...something about Coldplay songs that just calms my feelings & puts me into a monotonous happy mood...hahaha

anyways....hope tomolo will be a good day...i miss my bee....so..to all a good nite & sleep tight..im off to bed...=)

1st day

so here i am, its 3 in the morning now...just finished doin my tutorials...byk siot...aish...summo group doc is block coordinator is Dr.Ismail....he's a real nice doctor no doubt but he's kinda a perfectionist when it comes to tutorials....but im sure its for our benefit

had to prepare alot..but im sure my other groupmates sure prepare more edi,..imaggine being in tutorial group wif smarty pants & skirts...gila inferior man..must know ur stuff or risk getting humilated infront of all...paling sakit is when u try to goreng the point but along the way get stuck...KANTOI!!

fell asleep at 8 clcok coz body couldn't take it edi, didn't sleep well last nite coz of the ankle injury..aish...missed playing PES wif da boys today....could have sharpen my skills....kata budak baru..must learn so dat x get my ass kicked all the time....

today had to pujuk my Bee...coz of all the tention ive been putting on her.....sgt la sedih wif myself...shouldnt treat/doubt her like dat la...aish....dumb fuck betull....im glad she cair wif the suprise i gave her...love her to bits....

this week gonna be a long week filled wif lec....plus asyik kena reschedule je..so ya....hopefully can get to watch watchman@XXI this week...pls la dont be as disapointing as THE SPIRIT...aish sedih tul....

ok enough blogging.....=) nitez y'all..eh i mean Morning y'all

Good Bye short Break..Hello Block 18

Today marks the end of the short holiday i had due to da "superb" schedule change of my perivious block exam....6 days of holiday gone...if u ask me wat i did, i probably wouldn't remember..and i bet if i asked those who happen to be reading this the same Question...they would probably gimme the same answer.....

Its weird how we ALWAYS don't remember wat we did and ALWAYS complain that the holidays are short....hahaha (cakap macam aku tak complain je)...=P

so the new block comes, Block 18 - Neurology....all about the brain..and i'm pretty sure i'm gonna get a huge headache learning about the one thing i lack..brains...aish....

First day itself got histo, i taught i was done colouring after PA was over....snap man! 44 lecture, can oni miss 11 of them...summo so hard to strategies for dat....

anywhoo, this superstar futsal player had a quater final macth for the KU league today...hahaha, guess wat..yup u guessed it...WIN baby!! 7-1 against GIZI, daym the were rough...cekaply got sandwiched btwn 2 big nigga's....oh well..the game was kinda cool..scored 2 this time....hopefully can score more in the next game....

so now the mix team of 06' & 07' marches on to the semi final, awaiting their next apponent...

aight pepps....i'm off to bed...7 clock lec summo...aish...nitez to all & sleep tight....=)

hello world

hey ppl...this is my firts entry..for some reason i taught it was about time i get into blogging..just to see hw it goes....plus i felt that i needed some place to vent out my feelings...i shall try to update daily ...key world being TRY..anyways...tata for now...;)